True joy is not achieved through endless accomplishments. It comes from a heart that knows how to appreciate, how to share and how to love.

Such a tough period of time. Now I understand why people get carried away from God when they are busy. Yeah, finally, even I understand and feel it.

As graduation draws near, every day becomes more and more precious. For a person like me, the biggest challenge will not be trying to finish college or trying to adapt to a new environment be it work or study. For me, it is the feeling of being pulled away from the friends that I have come to love so much. I want so much to stay in MA, but that's not up for me to decide. To think that people are going to head in different directions after May mixes the sweetness of promise and the bitterness of bidding farewell. All that I can do is cross my fingers and pray to God to see to it that everyone is well in their new lives.

With every coming day, I am realising more and more of my life in sin. It stings deep into my heart, so deep it's hard for me to get out. I have been lavishing the goodness of my beloved friends, especially those that i hold dear to me, now it's time I pay back. I have been harsh on the tongue, yet my tongue deceives me so often. I have always been proud of the calmness of my temper, yet recently it has been so easily agitated. The deeper I dig, the more astonishing I get. Let me be or kill me on the cross. Give me just a split second so that i can feel that I have your figure. Solomn asked out of everything in the world that you would give him wisdom. If you are to grant me one thing that I can have, I want to ask you for a heart, a pure heart that loves and always loves you in front of myself. Will you give it to me?